tonight is the going away party for adriana. i've opted not to go to the dinner, but instead just visit with them afterwards. limit my exposure as it were. i'm not sure if it is a lack of maturity, or just an uneasiness with the way everything ended but i still do not feel comfortable when i'm around her. so now she will be off to miami. closure of the geographic kind.

that's fine.

find the smile and wish her luck.