interesting deep conversations with acquaintances.

spilling your guts over a beer and a few pain-killers. a little birthday party for my friend james miller. playing some music on the guitar. sharing time with friends.

also.

nothing to do with tonight's party....

what is the feeling of wanting be near someone because of the way they talk, think, react? what does it mean when you relate entirely to someone that you've never met, but you've listened to them intently? you don't have a right to like this person as much as you do, but you just relate to them on a level that is all to personal to you not to feel some sort of intimate connection. it's called a crush, ain't it?

also.

nothing to do with a strange crush....

a possible messiah has emerged on the roommate front. don't want to curse it though. more details as it becomes more of a reality.

speaking of curses, and not wanting to invoke them...got a really good job lead today. any good vibes/prayers/karma/hutzpah you can send my way at about 10:00 a.m. Thursday is greatly appreciated.

follow-up to the irving avoilles story coming soon....