occasionally i have dreams about bad things happening to people i haven't talked to in a while. it always worries me that it might be some type of omen and perhaps i should call that person and warn them about impending doom. but then i'd look like an idiot if they weren't really in danger; or maybe by warning them i have averted the catastrophe. but then i'll feel even worse if it in fact turns out to be some type of prophetic vision and i know that i might have been able to prevent it. true paranoia for sure.

in my dream last night, i was attending the wake of spencer and stacy's mother. it was a kind of karnival, with midgets, bearded ladies, and firebreathers. i believe spencer spoke first and stacy after. it was quite sad. after the friends and family had finished paying their respects, we were all ushered out and the wake was turned over to the elite of hollywood. i imagine they knew the deceased and had come to grieve, but they came with the papparazzi, red carpets, and limos that normally accompany a big hollywood event. one particular celeb, i believe it was adam rich, who played 'nicholas' on eight is enough, stood next to me while i held the door and insisted that we had gone to school together. i assured him that this could not have been the case as i went to a private school in houston and he was in california.
he was quite insistent.

quite insistent

what do you think it means?